Episode 08

[Sophie P Clarke]

So if you are thinking of playing it, does that mean you feel you're in danger for this round? If not, than what do you feel is the benefit of getting rid of something that useful when you are not in jeapordy?

[Ibrehem]

So if you are thinking of playing it, does that mean you feel you're in danger for this round? If not, than what do you feel is the benefit of getting rid of something that useful when you are not in jeapordy?

Marissa mentioned she heard my name as a possible target. The merge vote always gets me paranoid and crazy. Overall, this round has just been a whirlwind. It's a risk playing it and wasting it, yeah... But if I get blindsided with an idol I'm going to feel even worse.

I mean, look... Rachel's name has been brought up. Marissa's name was going around. Coby's name was going around. My name was apparently going around. Becky's name was going around. Caryn's name was going around.

Mhmmm... Goodbye.

[Ibrehem]

Oh. Apparently Katie and Coby were friends w/e

[Ibrehem]

I guess it's looking like the vote could be on Caryn now.

I told her my name was floating around and she admitted she knew. Like... Facepalm. Can I even trust Caryn? Yikes. This is like red flag #69.

Who knows, maybe if she's the first member of the Jury again I can get a repeat of Costa Rica?

[Ibrehem]

Why does Becky read my message and then stare at the index page? Bitch I'm expecting a reply

[Ibrehem]

And now Marissa and Becky know I have the idol.

[Brenda Lowe]

Did you tell them that, or someone else?

[Ibrehem]

I told them. :/

[Brenda Lowe]

So five out of eleven people now know

Fill in your own question to answer here "_____________________?"

[Ibrehem]

Will I be praising Allah after this vote, no matter what happens?

Yes.

[Brenda Lowe]

I as thinking more along the lines of "is that wise what with the merge vote impending and so many different dynamics in play?" but suit yourself.

[Ibrehem]

I'm thinking about just playing the idol so I know for sure I'm here tomorrow.

[Ibrehem]

Do you see how nuts these people are and why I don't feel safe? I swear it's not me or how I normally am, it's the affect everyone is having on me with this faux friendliness like Brenda said.

I just want to 100% be here after this mess is over. :/ Wasting an idol or not isn't a concern for me.

[Ibrehem]

Whether that was a waste or not LITERALLY does not matter to me, I don't care.

[Ibrehem]

There are some pros to having a clean slate. People know I don't have it and it's gone.

[Ibrehem]

If I could go utr now that'd be great

[Ibrehem]

At least now Caryn can't shout "FUCK YOU IBE! YOU HAVE THE IDOL!" Right?

[Ibrehem]

#CostaRepeat